小假期快结束了。

话说，要回去了。。。
Err... 感觉不一样。。。
以往回去的时候，心情是轻松的。。。
可这一次不一样，等待着我的是一个未知的未来。。。
成绩也还没出，始终还在担心着那成绩，我只求全科几个了。。。拜托。。。
离开的前一个晚上，依然像以前一样失眠。。。
想着，竟然失眠了，就来写一些东西来打发时间吧。。。 LOL 。。。

feeling while the way home...

20/9/2014...

final exam has finally ended... here comes to the end of my degree year 3 sem 2...
not really confidence in passing all of the subjects in this semester...
hopefully everything goes well and i pass all the subjects...

ya, the end of the final exam conveys the meaning of the separation among me and my friends...
most of my close friends will be leaving kampar, the place that we used to meet with each others...

and finally, i come back home on last saturday (20/9/2014)...
there is an indescribable feeling in my heart for the whole journey from kampar to bahau...
i feel kinda sad, and unwilling to leave...
these is the feeling that i never have before for the past 7 semesters...

i know the feeling is all because of the separation with friends...
although i will still go back to kampar for my internship but...
in my heart, i know that there will be a great changes in my life for the next time when i go back to kampar...
and i am sure that i will feel sad again when i back to kampar because there are too much of memories...
every corner of the places consists of all of the memories throughout these 2 years and 9 months...
and i know that, i will definitely miss my friends when i revisit to all the places in the coming 3 months...

the feeling when u go back to a place that consists of bunch and bunch of memories alone...
the feeling of loneliness will definitely kill me i guess...

seriously, i felt sad for the whole journey home...
but all i have to do is to stay strong to adapt with the "new environment" and new challenges...
i believe that we can still meet each other in other places...

hopefully everyone of us pass all the subjects in this semester and graduate together...
i do feel nervous... i scare i cant be able to graduate on time with u guys actually...
all i have to do now is pray hard...

anyway, new challenges and new life is waiting for us in the coming october... for all my buddies...
let's enjoy the very last short sem break and i wishing u guys all the best in ur internship as well as for your future career...
till we meet again... :)

各奔前程

真的也就来到了这一天。。。

final考完了，

大家，也都离开了金宝，各奔前程了。。。

老实说，真没想过自己是这么眼浅的人。。。

面对离别，眼泪竟然还会不自觉的流下来。。。

当然，虽然往后还是会有机会再见面，

可是，感觉毕竟不会再跟读书时一样。。。

面对离别，我也以为自己可以表现得很潇洒，很冷静。。。

可是，几年来并肩作战的感觉，各种各种的回忆，

还是让眼泪不争气的掉了下来。。。

虽然这三年来，发生过不少争执，

可是毕竟还是走了过来。。。

我庆幸自己三年的大学生涯里，认识了他们。。。

往后的日子里，见面的时间不会再像大学生活里一样频密，

也不会像大学生活里一样长。。。

但是，天下无不散之宴席。。。

人嘛，总是需要面对分离。。。

再多的不舍，也都无可奈何。。。

祝福我这三年里，共同奋斗的mickey们， 

还有这期间认识的全部朋友们在往后的日子里，平安喜乐，

为各自的前途打拼。。。

期待着，下一次与你们见面的日子。。。

但愿我们都能pass完这个sem的每一科。。。

明年三月一起顺利毕业。。。

朋友们，珍重，再见 :')

九月，我开始不舍了，怎么办？

九月份了，真的很不想时间过得这么快。。。
考试的逼近，也就说明了大家都快毕业了。。。

一直以来，我都以为毕业，好像没这么快会到来。。。
我也一直以为，我心中不会有那么多的不舍。。。
可是，我错了。。。

我开始怀念以前刚来到金宝的日子。。。
我开始感慨即将踏入社会，面对分离的未来。。。
我开始舍不得与一起奋斗三年的朋友分开。。。

我舍得不得很多人，事和物。。。

我知道，再多再多的不舍，其实并没有用。。。
因为，那一天，终究会到来。。。

只想说，此时此刻，我的心情，是沉重的。。。